Lesson of Life

it's been months i never update myself in the blog...

phew~~~

was too busy with my SAB Trading biz lately...

it was a heart wrenching day for me...

learned a good lesson of life today!!!

never ever tolerate with others minor mistakes...

not even once...

because no one will appreciate it...

i admit that i was being too busy lately & i've been neglecting our assignments...

but i really tried my best to perform here...

do you all think i've never make amendment for u guys in the past assignments tis few years???

i've been doing that silently as i noe, 

those minor mistakes or reference thingy,

i can settle it... that's why i never bother to mention bout it to u all...

but only for once...

only once, i made this kind of mistakes

u say like i'm gonna fail the assignments... 

even worse, like i'm going to make u all unable to graduate

it was the hardest moment i've ever had in my student life...

all this while, how we are being treated...

i never kept in my heart

but this incident awoken me...

we're no longer like before...

& thanks for showing me a valuable lesson in life

that makes me grow...

all i wanna say is:

'what goes around, comes around'

Gain and Loss

people always say...

when you gain something, at the same time u'll loss something...

i personally do not really believe in this kind of sayings

until lately...

i experienced it myself...

i'm having a 'not-so-good' feeling lately about Us...

& i don't know how to express it...

everything starts when You started ur biz recently...

U have less time for me...

U have called me less...

U have smsed me less...

Worse, even when U called or sms...

U're not asking bout Me...

it's always related to the biz...

I used to disturb U @ update my condition here with U when U're not around

but I can't do it now anymore~~~

Ur time is so precious for appointments & meetings...

people says I should be happy @ grateful...

as U're doing all this for our future...

but I really missed the time we  had before~~~

although that time we have less $$$,

but at least we're happy together...

spending leisure together...

but now, everyday U're having appointments...

even though U're at home,

U're busy having online discussion with Ur partners

@ Ur potential partners...

I'd always shared my problems with U

but now,

I don't even dare to tell you anything about them...

What I'll get from U now???

not a single word of care or support...

but complains & 'lectures'...

i can't tell you all this anymore...

when U promised an iPhone as a present...

I was really happy that time...

but by the time we're on our way to Maxis center,

that happy feelings no longer exists...

I'd rather you have more time for me...

just like before~~~

it's been nearly 2 months we never went out for a date...

or even a short walk...

just You & Me...

nothing in our mind, just one another~~~

Sis asked bout the coming Valentine's planning...

weird~~

I don't know how to answer her...

as 14th is the closing date for Jan Sales...

I know U'll be damn busy chasing for closing

I don't even dare to imagine that you'll have any planning for Us...

U don't even realize my FB updates...

so do this post...

i'm sure U won't notice this post...

mayb U're not even aware of the existence of my blog~~~

hope that this kind of feeling will subside very soon...

♥ 3 Days 2 Nights Trip to TTDI ♥

just went back from SAB company trip to TTDI

Tasik Temenggor Discovery Island at Perak...

it's a private island co-owned by Steve & Arthur (founder of SAB M'sia)

what a busy & enjoying week where

went to Taiping & Penang on Monday...

spent Tuesday in Kedah...

Wednesday till Thursday at TTDI...

it's a great trip there to be so close to the nature

with no internet connections nor network signals...

our main transportation there is boats...:P

spending time with many successful traders there...

sharing thoughts & experiences...

also gaining lots of knowledge from multi-millionaire presidentials...

spending time with orang asli & getting to know more about them

it's really a great experience there...

1st time looking at rafflesia buds...

1st time been to an orang asli village...

the most important part is that i learned a lot of life lessons from the trip...

May (founding Presidential of SAB) was very right...

everyday we spent a lot of time... figuring out so many stupid things

'how ppl think about us?' 'how ppl look at us?' 'what ppl talk about us?' and so on...

but ask urself...

what's the 1st thing u do in the morning when u wake up?

who's the 1st person that u thought of?

ur parents? ur siblings? ur frens? or URSELF!!!

it's urself that cares the most...

it's the same when comes to others...

who is that free to spend so much time on u???

please la...

everyone is so busy thinking about themselves only

but bcos of ur own thoughts & perceptions

it stops u from advancing further...

isn't it stupid??

as long as u never harm ppl and yet, u can be urself

and u can be successful...

y not give it a try?? y not give urself a chance??

i really appreciated this a trip so much that

these conversations with these multi-millionaires really open up my mind...

looking forward for my next trip to TTDI (private island) with SAB...

on our way to TTDI~~~

TTDI Belum Resort

view of Tasik Temenggor on the tower on Pulau Tali Kail

waterfall on one of the island there...

rafflesia bud... c u in bloom 9 months later...

view of the cafeteria at Belum Resort

morning breeze~~

Optimists always Successful~~~

optimists always see opportunity in every difficulty; while

pessimists always see difficulty in every opportunity...

i've been so down these few days

being ignored by potential customers...

Dear kept on giving me supports...

asking me not to give up~~~

actually i was down not bcos of facing failure...

it's bcos Dear is working so hard for our future but i can't help much...

Dear was so optimistic & not giving up...

all the time,

he gives me support & assistance...

till this evening, i received his call...

he found great bunch of pharmacies to cooperate with him~~~

it's a big big improvement for us...

i am so so so so proud of U, Dear...

ur optimistic & hardwork finally pays off...

Love You Dear...

seems like our dream will come true very very soon~~~

01.01.2011

so fast it's New Year~~~

the 1st day of New Year is not a really good start for me though...

HAIZ~~~

woke up with a great fall...

hurt my left arm & left leg...

T.T

really sui...

after than missed breakfast & lunch

cos went to meet with customers...

at the meeting, met another master...

she said my name not suits me...

not good for me...

might need to change name...

lolz~~~

so many years d, now only change name...

@@

come home received msg from customer...

haiz...

having some problem with the deal...

all the bad things happen to me...

damn it!!!

hope everything will b fine tomorrow...

really tried my best to make the deal works...

hope SHE appreciates what i've done for her...

GOD, pls forgive me...

bless me...

i need YOU!!!