Monday, January 12, 2009

Broken-Hearted...

trying my best to 4get the sad moments of losing Cat-Cat... but when i heard that Bird-Bird was in trouble... everything about Cat-Cat came overwhelming me... i was really scare... scare that the same thing will happen to it... everyone was so worried but the owner felt nothing, even ask it to die if it wanted to... those words really hurts like stabbing of a knife... how can those words came out from a person's mouth... tat makes me really disappointed... Bird-Bird was tied up with an old necklace around its neck... n now it is strangling itself with that stupid thing... from starting i've been telling its owner not to keep any pets as it was jus a hostel but he jus ignored it... n now, what happened to the poor rabbit??? nothing more than suffer... feel so sad when i saw Bird-Bird gasping for air & its eyes ad blotted out... luckily ntg happened on it... kok fai n blake rushed here n there asking for help to save the poor rabbit but wat the owner did??? sing k... it was really unbelievable... really dunno what on earth is going on with him... suddenly felt that he is a stranger for me... did not know him anymore... haiz... when i came home n entered my room, walked past the passage where Cat-Cat usually lick himself... when v're having dinner, my uncle, as usual, threw bones to the kitchen floor where Cat-Cat usually waits for his snacks... when he looked down, only he realized that Cat-Cat is no longer here... while i online, i'll automatically look out at the wall of my neighbour where Cat-Cat usually walked around... i'll look down always too cos usually Cat-Cat will sit there next to me licking himself while accompanying me online... It has been part of my life n now i lost it so suddenly... i really dunno how much time it'll take for me to overcome it... but what happen is ad happened... there's ntg i can do but to accept the truth... really appreciate Cat-Cat's companion for these 2 yrs time... i'll never 4get u, this very mischievous but comforting cat... May God rests ur soul...