♥ F.A.M.I.L.Y. ♥

F.A.M.I.L.Y.

what feelings do you have for this word???

Happiness?

Joy?

Love?

Bored?

or even Hatred?

for me,

my Family is the safest place on earth!!

a place that gives me protection against the biggest disaster...

a place that gives me unlimited LOVE & CARE...

a place where I can hide,

when I fall @ when i wanna run away from something...

I've never have the feeling this strong,

until I started to stay at apartment...

since my timetable was not so flexible 

& there are many nite classes,

i'll stay overnite at apartment during the weekdays

& come home on Thurs...

since then,

whenever I bek home from apartment

Mum will prepare special dishes that I love...

Dad will also prepare special dishes during the weekend...

as for today,

it's still the same...

Daddy prepared his well-known

homemade tofu & fried drumstick

although it was not what special dishes for most ppl

but for me,

it represents love of my parents...

also,

both my cute lil sis sharing info that i've missed during the days...

at that time,

i felt like was the happiest person in the world...

what's more precious than sharing quality time with our beloved family

& having great time disturbing our pets...

yummy Tofu & Drumstick by Daddy...

i love my cat (Boo Boo)

i used to disturb her whenever i was around...

i stil remember when v picked her bek from daddy's office

it was so small & fragile

that it can sit on my palm...

it's too small that v're afraid v might step on it when v walked around in the house

but now,

she's grown up & has many bf(s) too

in her afternoon nap...>.<

close-shot...

I'm thankful to God for all the blessings...

especially when i c broken families

@ families that hates each other 

@ quarrels all the time...

v do quarrel at times, but in a joking manner...

I Love my Family~~~

without them,

I was Nothing...

Thanks for Everything...

Muacksss...

Enjoyment turned Trouble

been days since i updated my blog...

having a terrible week~~~

like previous semesters,

we are planning for a class gathering

initial plan is to have bbq but some objected & proposed another idea

having a buffet instead...

the main problem here is that,

the min pax for the buffet is 50 person

but our class only have 25++ ppl...

meanings that we have to bring frens along in order to cover the cost

otherwise, each of us gotta pay double (RM40 per person)

haiz~~~

isn't it good to have the initial plan

where we can have leisure time bbq-ing, 

chit chatting while waiting the food to be ready

but now,

everything was in a mess

it's been a problem to find ppl to join

1st... it's our class gathering

2nd...the price

3rd... they just feel weird being there...

i'm not blaming anyone for this idea

cos i noe it was from a grp of ppl who agreed upon this

but have u ever think abt what if v can't find ppl to join us

& that's what really happening now

i'm really speechless now

as Dear ad predicted this will happen when they changed the plan

& v're not going to do anything

cos there's nothing v can do~~~

v've tried to ask ppl to join but was in vain

now, let's wait & see what will happen nex

about our convo photography session...

=.=''

♥ @ppreci@te ♥

~APPRECIATE~

how many of us really do APPRECIATE what we are having now...

family, friends, lover & everything...

i do agree that i am a very lucky person

although i'm not born in a very rich family,

& even at times, we might face financial problems

but, my parents would never say NO to my requests

when i was a baby,

i was LUCKY to have loving Grandma who take care of me

i was LUCKY to have a loving Mum who worked hard to earn a better living for me

i was LUCKY to have a Dad who sacrifices his rests time accompanying me

i was LUCKY to have Sis(s) that cares about me when i was a child

i was LUCKY to have Bro(s) that saves me from cane when i was naughty

i was LUCKY to have loving Grandpa who brings me go yum cha a lot

i was LUCKY to have Uncles & Aunties who loves me a lot

when i grew up,

i was LUCKY to have many friends who cares about me

i was LUCKY to have 2 cute lil sis that brings a lot of cheers into my life

i was LUCKY to have Hubby who loves me with his heart & soul

i tend to take things for granted as

everything that happens to me is good...

even when i faced the greatest challenge or fall,

there's always someone who reaches me & help me up

i really do appreciate all the people around me who cherished me with

LOVE & CARE

i love you all too

i pray to God that your(s) life will be cherished with happiness

& good health...

muaxxx

# post-treatment effect #

it has been a day since i undergo my 1st RCT...

i tot everything will be ok

but my tooth still aches

it really scares me when i bite on the spoon during dinner

it aches so much...

later nite,

i can't even bite off the french fries with the treated tooth

i was worried & online to checked some of the info about RCT

the post-treatment effects stated there was all faced by me

1. the treated tooth feels like losing off

2. the treated tooth aches due to biting

according to the article,

it is not advised to bite using the treated tooth

as it's weakened by the treatment...

it may fracture until a crown is placed on the treated tooth for protection...

haiz~~~

hope it'll recover very soon~~~

♥ Ladies' Time ♥

it has been weeks Mummy ask for a facial mask session

it's either i was busy with my assignments

@

she's too tired for it...

finally tonight,

we have it together...

i left my Nivea mask at Hubby's apartment

the masks at home are not suitable for Ern

cos they are either for ageing skin @ dull skin...

my cute lil sis, manja manja here

& me too, gave up the facial session & waited til nex week

when i get some masks that suits her...

we both helped Mummy put on her mask...

it was so watery & there's still a lot leftovers in the package

v decided to help massage the excess onto Mum's hands & legs

but when it dries off,

the skin turns out to be so smooth...

my childish sis ran up to the toilet to get herself washed

came out & asked me to massage on hers too...

=.=''

she's really damn cute at times that i don't know how to react

we really had a great time together

kacau-ing Mummy...

(since she can't smile @ have any facial expressions)

i really enjoy spending time with Mummy & my two sis 

where we can have a lot of gals' talk

Daddy is great too but u noe

there's things that u just won't tell ur Dad...

:P

i love my family sooo much....

thx for everything...

thx for being there for me all the time when i needed u all

muaxxxx...

♥♥♥♥♥

Endodontic aka 'Root Canal Treatment'

finally...

i went to the dentist for my check-up

as what we have predicted earlier...

'fissure sealant' is no more effective for my front tooth

as the decayed part is too deep...

according to the dentist...

it's a waste of money & time to do 'fissure sealant'

bcos it the decay might have spread to the nerve...

i'll still suffer from pain after all...

the solution, either EXTRACTION @ RCT

one is cheaper but i lost my front tooth...

the other of course is much more expensive but i can still have my tooth back

for sure i'll choose RCT

tat's my front tooth man...

can't imagine when i smile & there's an empty space there

gosh~~~

RCT, however, is a painful treatment

although i was given anesthetic...

but when he is inserting the 'root canal file' into my tooth,

it was so painful & the pain is unbearable

tis was the 'root canal file' that used to clean
out the interior of my tooth 

it was damn painful

the process repeats almost more 10 times

use this 'wicked' thing

pulling in & out of my tooth canal to clean the root

this is how it works...

after more than 6 or 7 times where it hurts a lot...

 i started to feel no more pain from my tooth

he said that the root has been cleaned

he repeated the steps again & again

in between, he'll wash out the debris in my tooth canal

to prevent blockage & infections

tis is my 1st treatment &

 i'll have to go back for the 2nd time treatment in one month time

according to him, the 2nd treatment won't be painful anymore

hope that he's right...

it was a PAINFUL & expensive experience

that i would not like to have the 2nd time

everyone, pls do concern about our dental health 

to avoid more PAIN in the future...

~~Toothache~~

i hated to visit dentist since i was young

i trembled when hearing the machineries sound of their equipments~~~

when i heard the word DENTIST...

what comes into my mind is

FEAR, PAIN, PAIN & LOTS of PAIN~~~

haiz...

i'm going for a dental check-up 2moro

one i've always trying to avoid to...

my front teeth had been aching this 2 nites

it has undergone 'fissure sealant' few months ago

but it aches this 2 days...

not frequently but i'm worried bout it

so, i made up my mind to pay a visit to the dentist...

Mum gave me some preparations

mental preparations actually...

if 'fissure sealant' can't help my tooth anymore,

i might have to either EXTRACT it 

@ undergo some kind of treatment called

'Root Canal Therapy - RCT'

it means that the root of the tooth will be cleaned

 & the root canal will be emptied...

in other words, my tooth will be mummified...

it will not feel any pain anymore...

either 'fissure sealant', 'extraction' or 'RCT'

it still scare me a lot..

GOD, i pray for your forgiveness...

please bless me tomorrow...

please don't let me feel so much pain

dental treatment really tortures me a lot...

TT