i realized that i've been complaining a lot lately...
i don't know why...
maybe it's bcos of some changes in terms of attitudes of the ppl around me
or is it I'm the one who changed???
sometimes we'll be in doubt
whether is it we are going away from our friends?
or is it they are the one leaving us?
no matter how it goes,
when 1 of us made the first move...
everything will back into its place
like nothing has happened before...
i've been spending less time at home this semester...
these few days during study break,
everyday i spent studying & revising at home...
i realized something~~~
Daddy has grew old...
he hurt his arm few days ago
but due to some sickness,
he can't use medications to reduce the pain or the inflammation
looking at his greyish hair & wrinkled hands...
i realized that Daddy's getting older...
the most important Man in my life
the one who had dedicated his whole life for us three
few weeks ago,
i've been to a job fair organized in my uni
there's a 'Work & Travel to USA' plan specially designed for uni students
to experience the life in USA
undeniably, I was very attracted to it
it needs around RM10k for all the expenses to be in USA
i did planned to work for few months after i graduated
then i'll go for the plan~~~
but now I realized that I can't be so selfish
Daddy & Mummy have been working their almost 3 quarter of their life to raise us
now that it's my turn to do something
to reduce their burden...
just like 2nite...
Daddy told me that his arms aches a lot at night
till he couldn't sleep...
my tears almost fell onto my cheeks when i heard that
but there's nothing I can do
other than to keep him accompanied
& to comfort him...
I need to graduate as planned...
He's been putting a lot of hope & expectations on me
I knew it...
I can't let Him down anyway~~~
and also Mummy...
They have been working so hard for us~~~
I can't let Them down...
LEE WAI SUM
kambate in ur finals...
u only left 2 semesters to push ur CGPA even higher...
You know You can Do It!!!
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