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Lesson of Life

2011-03-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

it's been months i never update myself in the blog...

phew~~~

was too busy with my SAB Trading biz lately...

it was a heart wrenching day for me...

learned a good lesson of life today!!!

never ever tolerate with others minor mistakes...

not even once...

because no one will appreciate it...

i admit that i was being too busy lately & i've been neglecting our assignments...

but i really tried my best to perform here...

do you all think i've never make amendment for u guys in the past assignments tis few years???

i've been doing that silently as i noe,

those minor mistakes or reference thingy,

i can settle it... that's why i never bother to mention bout it to u all...

but only for once...

only once, i made this kind of mistakes

u say like i'm gonna fail the assignments...

even worse, like i'm going to make u all unable to graduate

it was the hardest moment i've ever had in my student life...

all this while, how we are being treated...

i never kept in my heart

but this incident awoken me...

we're no longer like before...

& thanks for showing me a valuable lesson in life

that makes me grow...

all i wanna say is:

'what goes around, comes around'

Gain and Loss

2011-02-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

people always say...

when you gain something, at the same time u'll loss something...

i personally do not really believe in this kind of sayings

until lately...

i experienced it myself...

i'm having a 'not-so-good' feeling lately about Us...

& i don't know how to express it...

everything starts when You started ur biz recently...

U have less time for me...

U have called me less...

U have smsed me less...

Worse, even when U called or sms...

U're not asking bout Me...

it's always related to the biz...

I used to disturb U @ update my condition here with U when U're not around

but I can't do it now anymore~~~

Ur time is so precious for appointments & meetings...

people says I should be happy @ grateful...

as U're doing all this for our future...

but I really missed the time we had before~~~

although that time we have less $$$,

but at least we're happy together...

spending leisure together...

but now, everyday U're having appointments...

even though U're at home,

U're busy having online discussion with Ur partners

@ Ur potential partners...

I'd always shared my problems with U

but now,

I don't even dare to tell you anything about them...

What I'll get from U now???

not a single word of care or support...

but complains & 'lectures'...

i can't tell you all this anymore...

when U promised an iPhone as a present...

I was really happy that time...

but by the time we're on our way to Maxis center,

that happy feelings no longer exists...

I'd rather you have more time for me...

just like before~~~

it's been nearly 2 months we never went out for a date...

or even a short walk...

just You & Me...

nothing in our mind, just one another~~~

Sis asked bout the coming Valentine's planning...

weird~~

I don't know how to answer her...

as 14th is the closing date for Jan Sales...

I know U'll be damn busy chasing for closing

I don't even dare to imagine that you'll have any planning for Us...

U don't even realize my FB updates...

so do this post...

i'm sure U won't notice this post...

mayb U're not even aware of the existence of my blog~~~

hope that this kind of feeling will subside very soon...

♥ 3 Days 2 Nights Trip to TTDI ♥

2011-01-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

just went back from SAB company trip to TTDI

Tasik Temenggor Discovery Island at Perak...

it's a private island co-owned by Steve & Arthur (founder of SAB M'sia)

what a busy & enjoying week where

went to Taiping & Penang on Monday...

spent Tuesday in Kedah...

Wednesday till Thursday at TTDI...

it's a great trip there to be so close to the nature

with no internet connections nor network signals...

our main transportation there is boats...:P

spending time with many successful traders there...

sharing thoughts & experiences...

also gaining lots of knowledge from multi-millionaire presidentials...

spending time with orang asli & getting to know more about them

it's really a great experience there...

1st time looking at rafflesia buds...

1st time been to an orang asli village...

the most important part is that i learned a lot of life lessons from the trip...

May (founding Presidential of SAB) was very right...

everyday we spent a lot of time... figuring out so many stupid things

'how ppl think about us?' 'how ppl look at us?' 'what ppl talk about us?' and so on...

but ask urself...

what's the 1st thing u do in the morning when u wake up?

who's the 1st person that u thought of?

ur parents? ur siblings? ur frens? or URSELF!!!

it's urself that cares the most...

it's the same when comes to others...

who is that free to spend so much time on u???

please la...

everyone is so busy thinking about themselves only

but bcos of ur own thoughts & perceptions

it stops u from advancing further...

isn't it stupid??

as long as u never harm ppl and yet, u can be urself

and u can be successful...

y not give it a try?? y not give urself a chance??

i really appreciated this a trip so much that

these conversations with these multi-millionaires really open up my mind...

looking forward for my next trip to TTDI (private island) with SAB...

on our way to TTDI~~~

TTDI Belum Resort

view of Tasik Temenggor on the tower on Pulau Tali Kail

waterfall on one of the island there...

rafflesia bud... c u in bloom 9 months later...

view of the cafeteria at Belum Resort

morning breeze~~

Optimists always Successful~~~

2011-01-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

optimists always see opportunity in every difficulty; while

pessimists always see difficulty in every opportunity...

i've been so down these few days

being ignored by potential customers...

Dear kept on giving me supports...

asking me not to give up~~~

actually i was down not bcos of facing failure...

it's bcos Dear is working so hard for our future but i can't help much...

Dear was so optimistic & not giving up...

all the time,

he gives me support & assistance...

till this evening, i received his call...

he found great bunch of pharmacies to cooperate with him~~~

it's a big big improvement for us...

i am so so so so proud of U, Dear...

ur optimistic & hardwork finally pays off...

Love You Dear...

seems like our dream will come true very very soon~~~

01.01.2011

2011-01-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

so fast it's New Year~~~

the 1st day of New Year is not a really good start for me though...

HAIZ~~~

woke up with a great fall...

hurt my left arm & left leg...

T.T

really sui...

after than missed breakfast & lunch

cos went to meet with customers...

at the meeting, met another master...

she said my name not suits me...

not good for me...

might need to change name...

lolz~~~

so many years d, now only change name...

come home received msg from customer...

haiz...

having some problem with the deal...

all the bad things happen to me...

damn it!!!

hope everything will b fine tomorrow...

really tried my best to make the deal works...

hope SHE appreciates what i've done for her...

GOD, pls forgive me...

bless me...

i need YOU!!!

Love ♥ Suicide

2010-12-10T14:51:00.001+08:00

was busy preparing for my finals this few days

SM oh SM~~~

when i was blurring around relaxing my mind,

i came across to a disappointing news in FB last nite

a fren shared out a link of the 'last note' of a guy who took his own life over a gal

he was a 22 yr old, quite good looking guy

took his own life, jumping down from his 14th floor home

after breaking up with his GF who he dated for 4 months...

为女死，为女亡 (die because of a girl)

is what most ppl commented on his deed...

there are so many different opinions for his death~~~

some uttered hatred on his ex GF saying that she caused his death

while some expressed condolences for his stupid act~~~

some extreme ppl even scolded on his FB saying that he will no RIP,

adding that ppl who choose to suicide does not have the right to RIP~~~

wow... his death has become a great issue drawing so many attentions

i personally felt sad for his family & friends for the loss

but it's not a sympathy to his death...

it was his choice...

the life was his, & he's the one who chose to end it~~~

no one shud be blamed for his loss

including his ex GF...

in his 'last note' he mentioned a lot of memories of him & his ex GF

saying that the 4 months time is the happiest moment in his life,

but why now he chose to end his life???

is this the right way to prove to someone how much u love her???

by committing suicide for her???

& leaving a haunting memory in her life???

is this true love???

u have the courage to jump down, but u don't have the courage to move on

also,

in his 'last note'

he begged for forgiveness on behalf of his ex GF

saying that it was not her fault...

it was just 'SHE GAVE HIM THE COURAGE TO END HIS LIFE'

what rubbish are you talking about here...

if you don't want to put her into hot soup bcos of ur suicide

why on earth u make ur suicide plan in public???

u have the mood to snap ur last crying pic

& writing a bilingual last note before posting in ur FB...

i can't really understand what's ur motive doing all this stuffs

u thought that u'll be memory in ur ex GF???

NO~~~

it's not a memory...

it's a haunting tragedy that might disturb her for the rest of her life

now that everyone is hunting for her for opinion

ur selfish deed has brought sadness & distress to all the ppl around you

there's always a saying...

only the left behind people is the saddest when you leave...

now that u're gone~~~

not feeling anything but what about the one who are still here???

there are so many ppl out there struggling for their life

but you just end yours like that...

you've never respected your life...

& you never appreciated your parents' effort in bringing u up~~~

well, maybe there's only LOVE in your life

that nothing else can take over it

that you chose to end your life...

now that there's no 'Take 2' in life~~~

may your soul rests in peace

if u do have a chance to be human in ur next life

pls, appreciate ur life...

v ask for life, not for death~~~

to those out there who are having the intention to suicide...

pls think twice~~~

think about the one who loves you....

they needs You!!!

My Way, My Responsibility

2010-12-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

i realized that i've been complaining a lot lately...

i don't know why...

maybe it's bcos of some changes in terms of attitudes of the ppl around me

or is it I'm the one who changed???

sometimes we'll be in doubt

whether is it we are going away from our friends?

or is it they are the one leaving us?

no matter how it goes,

when 1 of us made the first move...

everything will back into its place

like nothing has happened before...

i've been spending less time at home this semester...

these few days during study break,

everyday i spent studying & revising at home...

i realized something~~~

Daddy has grew old...

he hurt his arm few days ago

but due to some sickness,

he can't use medications to reduce the pain or the inflammation

looking at his greyish hair & wrinkled hands...

i realized that Daddy's getting older...

the most important Man in my life

the one who had dedicated his whole life for us three

few weeks ago,

i've been to a job fair organized in my uni

there's a 'Work & Travel to USA' plan specially designed for uni students

to experience the life in USA

undeniably, I was very attracted to it

it needs around RM10k for all the expenses to be in USA

i did planned to work for few months after i graduated

then i'll go for the plan~~~

but now I realized that I can't be so selfish

Daddy & Mummy have been working their almost 3 quarter of their life to raise us

now that it's my turn to do something

to reduce their burden...

just like 2nite...

Daddy told me that his arms aches a lot at night

till he couldn't sleep...

my tears almost fell onto my cheeks when i heard that

but there's nothing I can do

other than to keep him accompanied

& to comfort him...

I need to graduate as planned...

He's been putting a lot of hope & expectations on me

I knew it...

I can't let Him down anyway~~~

and also Mummy...

They have been working so hard for us~~~

I can't let Them down...

LEE WAI SUM

kambate in ur finals...

u only left 2 semesters to push ur CGPA even higher...

You know You can Do It!!!

FrienDshiP Forever???

2010-12-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

how many times in life do we repeat the phrase:

'FRIENDSHIP FOREVER'

i could still remember

in my primary school days, when there are friends following their

family transferring to other states...

we'll stand a chance to jot down some words & out personal details

in a lil book called... 'biography'

never missing a 'MUST' sentence at the end of our notes...

'Friends Forever' @ 'Friendship Forever'

but who actually can promises this???

you? you? or you?

all these years

i've experienced it many times...

friendship since kindergarten can breaks easy as ABC...

i seems to have lose confidence in this phrase...

i no longer believe in what so called Friends Forever...

is it a good thing? or a bad thing?

i don't really know...

until today~~~

yrs friendship starts shaking as if there was an earthquake

it no longer matter much though~~~

it's nothing to surprise about

everyone have their own traits & characteristics

if ppl can stand urs, but u can't stand theirs...

that's it~~~

turn around & say v're no longer friends~~~

if you think you're that good that ppl don't deserve your friendship

fine~~~

but y shud U bad-mouth ppl in front of others???

what u get from it???

U think U're really that good???

nobody is perfect...

life is like a circle....

how u treated ppl today,

is how u are going to be treated tomorrow...

People who are bad-mouthing others out there...

Good Luck~~~

♥ F.A.M.I.L.Y. ♥

2010-11-21T00:47:00.000+08:00

F.A.M.I.L.Y.

what feelings do you have for this word???

Happiness?

Joy?

Love?

Bored?

or even Hatred?

for me,

my Family is the safest place on earth!!

a place that gives me protection against the biggest disaster...

a place that gives me unlimited LOVE & CARE...

a place where I can hide,

when I fall @ when i wanna run away from something...

I've never have the feeling this strong,

until I started to stay at apartment...

since my timetable was not so flexible

& there are many nite classes,

i'll stay overnite at apartment during the weekdays

& come home on Thurs...

since then,

whenever I bek home from apartment

Mum will prepare special dishes that I love...

Dad will also prepare special dishes during the weekend...

as for today,

it's still the same...

Daddy prepared his well-known

homemade tofu & fried drumstick

although it was not what special dishes for most ppl

but for me,

it represents love of my parents...

also,

both my cute lil sis sharing info that i've missed during the days...

at that time,

i felt like was the happiest person in the world...

what's more precious than sharing quality time with our beloved family

& having great time disturbing our pets...

yummy Tofu & Drumstick by Daddy...

i love my cat (Boo Boo)

i used to disturb her whenever i was around...

i stil remember when v picked her bek from daddy's office

it was so small & fragile

that it can sit on my palm...

it's too small that v're afraid v might step on it when v walked around in the house

but now,

she's grown up & has many bf(s) too

in her afternoon nap...>.<

close-shot...

I'm thankful to God for all the blessings...

especially when i c broken families

@ families that hates each other

@ quarrels all the time...

v do quarrel at times, but in a joking manner...

I Love my Family~~~

without them,

I was Nothing...

Thanks for Everything...

Muacksss...

Enjoyment turned Trouble

2010-11-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

been days since i updated my blog...

having a terrible week~~~

like previous semesters,

we are planning for a class gathering

initial plan is to have bbq but some objected & proposed another idea

having a buffet instead...

the main problem here is that,

the min pax for the buffet is 50 person

but our class only have 25++ ppl...

meanings that we have to bring frens along in order to cover the cost

otherwise, each of us gotta pay double (RM40 per person)

haiz~~~

isn't it good to have the initial plan

where we can have leisure time bbq-ing,

chit chatting while waiting the food to be ready

but now,

everything was in a mess

it's been a problem to find ppl to join

1st... it's our class gathering

2nd...the price

3rd... they just feel weird being there...

i'm not blaming anyone for this idea

cos i noe it was from a grp of ppl who agreed upon this

but have u ever think abt what if v can't find ppl to join us

& that's what really happening now

i'm really speechless now

as Dear ad predicted this will happen when they changed the plan

& v're not going to do anything

cos there's nothing v can do~~~

v've tried to ask ppl to join but was in vain

now, let's wait & see what will happen nex

about our convo photography session...

=.=''

♥ @ppreci@te ♥

2010-11-12T02:04:00.001+08:00

~APPRECIATE~

how many of us really do APPRECIATE what we are having now...

family, friends, lover & everything...

i do agree that i am a very lucky person

although i'm not born in a very rich family,

& even at times, we might face financial problems

but, my parents would never say NO to my requests

when i was a baby,

i was LUCKY to have loving Grandma who take care of me

i was LUCKY to have a loving Mum who worked hard to earn a better living for me

i was LUCKY to have a Dad who sacrifices his rests time accompanying me

i was LUCKY to have Sis(s) that cares about me when i was a child

i was LUCKY to have Bro(s) that saves me from cane when i was naughty

i was LUCKY to have loving Grandpa who brings me go yum cha a lot

i was LUCKY to have Uncles & Aunties who loves me a lot

when i grew up,

i was LUCKY to have many friends who cares about me

i was LUCKY to have 2 cute lil sis that brings a lot of cheers into my life

i was LUCKY to have Hubby who loves me with his heart & soul

i tend to take things for granted as

everything that happens to me is good...

even when i faced the greatest challenge or fall,

there's always someone who reaches me & help me up

i really do appreciate all the people around me who cherished me with

LOVE & CARE

i love you all too

i pray to God that your(s) life will be cherished with happiness

& good health...

muaxxx

# post-treatment effect #

2010-11-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

it has been a day since i undergo my 1st RCT...

i tot everything will be ok

but my tooth still aches

it really scares me when i bite on the spoon during dinner

it aches so much...

later nite,

i can't even bite off the french fries with the treated tooth

i was worried & online to checked some of the info about RCT

the post-treatment effects stated there was all faced by me

1. the treated tooth feels like losing off

2. the treated tooth aches due to biting

according to the article,

it is not advised to bite using the treated tooth

as it's weakened by the treatment...

it may fracture until a crown is placed on the treated tooth for protection...

haiz~~~

hope it'll recover very soon~~~

♥ Ladies' Time ♥

2010-11-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

it has been weeks Mummy ask for a facial mask session

it's either i was busy with my assignments

she's too tired for it...

finally tonight,

we have it together...

i left my Nivea mask at Hubby's apartment

the masks at home are not suitable for Ern

cos they are either for ageing skin @ dull skin...

my cute lil sis, manja manja here

& me too, gave up the facial session & waited til nex week

when i get some masks that suits her...

we both helped Mummy put on her mask...

it was so watery & there's still a lot leftovers in the package

v decided to help massage the excess onto Mum's hands & legs

but when it dries off,

the skin turns out to be so smooth...

my childish sis ran up to the toilet to get herself washed

came out & asked me to massage on hers too...

=.=''

she's really damn cute at times that i don't know how to react

we really had a great time together

kacau-ing Mummy...

(since she can't smile @ have any facial expressions)

i really enjoy spending time with Mummy & my two sis

where we can have a lot of gals' talk

Daddy is great too but u noe

there's things that u just won't tell ur Dad...

i love my family sooo much....

thx for everything...

thx for being there for me all the time when i needed u all

muaxxxx...

♥♥♥♥♥

Endodontic aka 'Root Canal Treatment'

2010-11-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

finally...

i went to the dentist for my check-up

as what we have predicted earlier...

'fissure sealant' is no more effective for my front tooth

as the decayed part is too deep...

according to the dentist...

it's a waste of money & time to do 'fissure sealant'

bcos it the decay might have spread to the nerve...

i'll still suffer from pain after all...

the solution, either EXTRACTION @ RCT

one is cheaper but i lost my front tooth...

the other of course is much more expensive but i can still have my tooth back

for sure i'll choose RCT

tat's my front tooth man...

can't imagine when i smile & there's an empty space there

gosh~~~

RCT, however, is a painful treatment

although i was given anesthetic...

but when he is inserting the 'root canal file' into my tooth,

it was so painful & the pain is unbearable

tis was the 'root canal file' that used to clean
out the interior of my tooth

it was damn painful

the process repeats almost more 10 times

use this 'wicked' thing

pulling in & out of my tooth canal to clean the root

this is how it works...

after more than 6 or 7 times where it hurts a lot...

i started to feel no more pain from my tooth

he said that the root has been cleaned

he repeated the steps again & again

in between, he'll wash out the debris in my tooth canal

to prevent blockage & infections

tis is my 1st treatment &

i'll have to go back for the 2nd time treatment in one month time

according to him, the 2nd treatment won't be painful anymore

hope that he's right...

it was a PAINFUL & expensive experience

that i would not like to have the 2nd time

everyone, pls do concern about our dental health

to avoid more PAIN in the future...

Toothache

2010-11-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

i hated to visit dentist since i was young

i trembled when hearing the machineries sound of their equipments~~~

when i heard the word DENTIST...

what comes into my mind is

FEAR, PAIN, PAIN & LOTS of PAIN~~~

haiz...

i'm going for a dental check-up 2moro

one i've always trying to avoid to...

my front teeth had been aching this 2 nites

it has undergone 'fissure sealant' few months ago

but it aches this 2 days...

not frequently but i'm worried bout it

so, i made up my mind to pay a visit to the dentist...

Mum gave me some preparations

mental preparations actually...

if 'fissure sealant' can't help my tooth anymore,

i might have to either EXTRACT it

@ undergo some kind of treatment called

'Root Canal Therapy - RCT'

it means that the root of the tooth will be cleaned

& the root canal will be emptied...

in other words, my tooth will be mummified...

it will not feel any pain anymore...

either 'fissure sealant', 'extraction' or 'RCT'

it still scare me a lot..

GOD, i pray for your forgiveness...

please bless me tomorrow...

please don't let me feel so much pain

dental treatment really tortures me a lot...

~It's Never Too Late~

2010-10-31T16:30:00.001+08:00

i was having a long chat with my lil fatty sis...

there's so much thing that we talked about...

the 'Get That Job' seminars i've attended earlier...

some gossips from both of us & just anything and everything!!!

♥♥♥

we also browsed thru the internet

to get updated with the current weather report...

it was bothering me a lot about those many rumors

that have been passing around this few days

claiming that the northern part of Peninsular will be hit by flash floods

& there is tsunami warning in those coastal areas...

everyone around the globe is questioning the same question:

Is the world going to end???

i recalled when i was still in primary school,

there's once rumors saying the the world is going to end!!!

guess what,

we, who are still lil girls hid inside the toilet, crying & hugging each other...

scared... worried...

***

but as I grow up & from info & knowledge i gained,

i knew that it was a real thing occurring around us...

we have been vandalizing the resources of our Mother Earth...

countries development, technology advancements...

things that should be bringing benefits to human beings are yet,

damaging our one and only Earth...

for the late few 10 yrs,

there are tonnes of natural disasters happening around the world

###

some of them that I remembered very clearly are...

2005 - Hurricane Katrina hitting US (Gulf Coast, New Orleans & Louisiana)

2008 - China Sichuan Earthquake

that brings damages & kills millions of people including womens & children

it was a really sad tragedy as there are so many lives losses & familes got separated from live and death overnight

family members praying for the miracle...

Wenchuan quake parents holding photos of their
child presumed buried alive during the quake

2010 - Haiti Earthquake

2010 - Thailand Flood

2010 - Typhoon Megi hitting most parts of Asia Pacific countries

Typhoon Megi in Phillipines

Typhoon Megi in China

Typhoon Megi hitting Taiwan

###

not forgetting in Malaysia itself...

there are never ending reports about flash floods

the current happening was in Perlis

where a mini twister hit the area destroying roofs and uprooting trees...

notice the mini twister

our Mother Earth has been warning us for the past decade

but, yet, human took it for granted

being ignorant & not willing to admit their wrong doings...

it's a bit too late for us to realize our faults...

it's a bit too late to take actions now...

BUT

we should never give up~~~

together we stand united & fight against global warming

supporting environmental jobs

do our very best to save our world before it is really TOO LATE!!!

♥ Life as We Know It ♥

2010-10-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

♥ Life As We Know It ♥

a movie I currently watched with Dear...

it will be a great movie for those who love comedies & romance movies...

it was abt a failed-couple (Holly & Messer) at their 1st date planned by both their best friends...

but sometimes, everything was planned...

not by us, but is by Him...

the best friends died in a tragic accident, leaving their 1-yr-old baby gal behind (Sophie)...

Holly & Messer was named to be the guardian of Sophie by her late parents...

what is going to happen next,

when 2 ppl who dislikes one another so much,

with different lifestyle were forced to stay under one roof???

it's really a nice movie & I loved every part of it...

the love for their best friends...

the love for their god-daughter...

the love for each other &

the love for their home & family...

we really won't know what will be happening the next moment...

learn to appreciate every moment we have with our loved ones...

everything tiny little thing that happened in our live...

Life As We Know It - HD Trailer

~Orange Lassi Cheesecake~

2010-10-16T15:00:00.000+08:00

i love baking cakes... especially cheesecakes...♥♥♥

tis time, my recipe is Orange Lassi Cheesecake...:)

whole day busy preparing the ingredients & baking the cake...

tiring but HAPPY~~~

My Latest Orange Lassi Cheesecake...♥♥♥

just out from the fridge after 4hrs of freezing...

yummy cheesecake...♥♥♥

mixed feeling

2010-10-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

feeling superb happy today...

ytday nite checked our semester results...

my results??? still ok but got abit disappointed le...

but what makes me so happy is Hubby pass all the subjects...

hehe...^_^

although his results was not so good but at least got improvements...

big improvements & unexpected results for some subjects...

when i am so happy,

got a bad news from a very good fren...

telling me that he got terminated, it was a great shock for me

seeing him putting so much effort in his exam

but what he get in return was not as expected...

i feel really sad for him

other than supportive words, i dunno what else i can do

hope he'll gather up his strength & strike for his future really soon

Jiayou Jiayou!!!

10.10.10.

2010-10-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

what a nice date: 10-10-10

a phenomenon that will only recur after 100 yrs...

what special thing that u all have done on this special day???

me???

nothing special...

haiz...

another typical Sunday

waking up almost in the noon... had my late breakfast (Papaya Milk)

then fb & drama through my day...

Hubby called in the night & we had a sweet time dangling on the phone

THANKS to Digi Postpaid... our call is FREE cos i'm his sub line...

hehehe...^_^

bet that many ppl is having their ROM on this special date...

i was dreaming to get married on this kind of special day too when i was young...

but i only left 2 chances...

11.11.11 & 12.12.12

in 2 yrs time??? u must be kidding...

seems that my childhood dream will not come true...

but anyway...

it's just a date but what's more important is that

the person who v chose to spend the rest of our life with...

wish all those couples who had their ROM or wedding 2day...

wish u all a happy & long lasting love with ur another half~~~

for those singles out there...

wish u find ur other half really really soon...^^

what LOVE is...

2010-10-07T02:22:00.000+08:00

few days ago, i read a good fairy tale...

a good one that reflects how we, humans tends to get confused with simple things...

and the tale goes like this...

once there was 2 rabbits ...

everyday, HE will find lots of carrots for SHE & give her all she needed in her daily life...

as the 2 rabbits grew older, SHE started to want LOVE...

SHE knew that HE is very good to her...

preparing carrots she needed but is that LOVE? do SHE really loves HE?

one day, SHE decided to leave her home to look for the answer of LOVE...

SHE packed all the carrots that HE prepared for her all this while,

bid farewell with HE & left for the forest...

SHE first met with Goose... SHE thought that they were in love, but slowly,

SHE found out that she can never catch up with Goose's steps...

when Goose flew up high to the sky, SHE could only keep n running with an upturned head...

tired & exhausted...

slowly, SHE starts to have every intention of giving up...

one day, Goose told SHE that he will be leaving...

he added that SHE can never catch up with him as

SHE can never fly up high with him...

it was SHE's 1st love...

she packed her leftover carrots & carry on with her journey with broken heart...

SHE finally realized that Goose was not her true love...

next, SHE met Bear... SHE knew that she don't even like Bear...

how's SHE gonna fall in love with Bear...

but, Bear was worried about SHE's safety

and insisted to accompany SHE in her journey until SHE met her true love...

along the way, Bear was very caring towards SHE...

in the cold night, Bear will let SHE hide inside the tree hole while he himself,

will be guarding the hole, keeping SHE warm inside...

Bear will also keep his food for SHE...

SHE appreciated Bear's deeds but deep inside,

what SHE has always wanted was not having Bear guarding the hole to keep her warm but,

to have SHE in his arm & snuggle together for warmth...

also, SHE & Bear has different appetite that Bear did not realize...

as they continue their journey,

Bear bumped into Fox who confesses her feelings to Bear...

Bear told SHE that he never love Fox and only wanted to be with SHE...

however, in one of the morning when SHE woke up

Bear no longer guarding the tree hole...

SHE knew that Bear has left with Fox...

SHE started packing up her things & found out that her backpack was full of carrots...

Bear has finally knew what SHE has always wanted, but yet, he left SHE...

SHE walked into Wolf in one rainy day...

although SHE knew that she will get hurt if she fall in love with Wolf,

but yet, SHE was hopelessly in love and fear...

on one rainy day, Wolf finally chased SHE out of his den...

leaving the weak & helpless SHE alone in the forest...

again, SHE packed her things but this time...

her carrots has been running out...

SHE knew that she can't carry on her journey with no food...

SHE is uncertain about her future... will she able to find her true love if she carry on...

SHE starts to doubt her decision to enter the forest to look for her true love...

at this moment, HE came across SHE's mind...

SHE starts to remind about the simple yet happy life that she had in the past...

SHE had left HE to look for her true love... can SHE return to the past???

SHE was in doubt...

suddenly, there was some weird sound from behind...

when SHE turned around, she saw a gray figure stuffing her backpack with carrots...

it was HE!!!!

all the while, HE has been secretly following SHE in her journey...

worrying that SHE will run out of carrots...

after several heart-broken experience with Goose, Bear and Wolf...

SHE finally understood the meaning of LOVE...

LOVE is when...

the 2 of them can share the carrots together...

it was as simple as that...

humans are always like that...

we tend to make simple things complicated & take things for granted...

when we get 1, we wanted to have 2, 3 and 4 and more...

in the end, we may lose the one that love us the most...

LOVE does not need a thousand words to explain...

but simple actions shows it all...

peoples... appreciate what you have today

& never ever take things for granted!!!

everyone deserve the right to be loved...

either YOU or HIM/HER!!!

a new INTEREST...

2010-10-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

everything starts with Hubby's request of me learning dancing...

he always wanted me to dance for him

according to him, dancing can make me more attractive &

it was a good exercise for me too

as i'm always lazy to wake up early in the morning to follow him go jogging @ workout...:P

ya... i've been very lazy doing exercise since i came back from NS

especially now i'm in uni busy-ing with all kinds of tests, assignments & exams...

i'd rather to have more half an hour sleep than to go out jogging...

but after his long-time advise...

& my fattening thigh...

i'd made up my mind to E.X.E.R.C.I.S.E.

i cant be lazy anymore...

i took up chair dance as my starting point as

it's abit simple can easy to be learned compared to other dances...

you can learn from several video clips from Flirty Girl Fitness from YouTube...

they are great...

it's really a good exercise as you've gotta move every part of your body

& it could be a good surprise for your loved one on some special occasions...:P

after days of hardwork, (p.s: i did do other workouts for my thighs of course)

my fattening thighs are becoming firmer compared to before...

i'm very happy with it...

i'll carry on with my routines & keep healthy...:)

Enjoyable Trip to Melaka, Port Dickson, Sunway Lagoon & I-City... 27 ~ 30/09/2010

2010-10-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

just came bek from a very tiring & enjoyable trip with Hubby & friends...

it started off with a delicious Seafood Dinner @ Kuala Selangor...

waiting to eat... so so HUNGRY...

the next morning, v depart from Klang to Melaka...

our 1st destination is Quayside...

@ Quayside Cafe

it was a very great one as v had the famous chicken rice ball...
friendly reminder: go for older shops & avoid entering newly decorated shops for this chicken rice ball...:)

Chicken Rice Ball @ Chung Wah Coffee Shop

then v continue our day to Jonker Street to look for our souvenirs...
it's a must-go place in Melaka where u'll see all the Nyonya houses & uniquely decorated shops...

entrance of Jonker Street...

San Shu Gong...

a well-known souvenir shop at the entrance of Jonker Street is another must-go place in Melaka...

with all kinds of yummy delicacies... u'll sure get some fav for ur family & friends...

us with our souvenirs... heee

later in the evening after v refreshed ourselves in our hotel...

v headed to Dataran Pahlawan Melaka to search for the legendary Nadeje Cafeteria...

a coffeeshop famous for their Mille Crepe...

it was such an enjoyment having the delicious Mille Crepe in a comfortable environment like that...

with our Mille Crepe ...

Churh...

enjoy the night view of Melaka on Menara Taming Sari...

RM10 per ride & it worth it if you're 1st time there...

going up...

after a tiring day...

v went for dinner @ Ole Sayang Nyonya Dish...

it was another must go restaurant where you can enjoy all kinds of Nyonya dishes...

with friendly service & affordable prices... it's a must-go if you are visiting Melaka...

some of our order...

we depart from Melaka heading to Port Dickson @ around 4pm the next day...

we had a crazy evening on one of the beaches in P.D.

another tiring we had in Sunway Lagoon...

we had less pics taken there as we are all busy enjoying the games there...

most excited was the Grand Canyon River & the Extreme Park where the ghost scared us to hell...

one of the game we had there...

in the night... we went to I-City...

the city of light...

it was not a so special place other than beautiful lights hanging over all the place...

one of the pics i took with Hubby...

our trips ended & we back to our own home to enjoy our sem break...

although it was a short one but it was indeed a very enjoyable & memorable one...

No longer in the ''18, 22'' Category...

2010-09-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

1 very important happening that i forgot to jot down...

that is my birthday...

really had a surprise from fellow friends...

got 2 shirts as presents from them...

It's me...♥♥♥

with friends...♥♥♥

with Hubby...♥♥♥

presents from frens... taken & edited by Rex Heah...:)

photographed & edited by Rex Heah...:)

in the night...

there's 2nd celebration with family...

thx to Hubby & sis...♥♥♥

my fave banana choc cake from Mum & Dear..♥♥♥

Us 3... love them...♥♥♥

with Dear...♥♥♥

my initial...

movie time & McD @ Ipoh with Hubby...♥♥♥

I am FREE~~~

2010-09-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

finally...

my Yr 3 Sem 2 has officially ended...

i am FREE now...

muahahaha,,,

it's time to start packing & prepare myself for the coming Malacca trip nex week

woohoo~~~

it's hard to explain how i feel now...

it was like i just took off a big big big stone down from my shoulder...

it was so "Huhhhhhh''

hope we'll have a great & enjoyable trip tis coming week...

frens./.. get ready & packed urself for our journey...

wahahahaha~~~

the L.A.S.T. paper...

2010-09-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

it will be my last paper to go for 2moro...

Organizational Behavior

i have to admit that it was a failure to me bcos...

tis is my first time of 'REPEAT' in my college & uni's life

i regretted it...

but i was also THANKFUL to tis failure...

it wakes me up that i won't always be good achiever if i never put in effort...

it was the 1st time when i lost my mind while sitting for exam

my first time when i really don't know what i should write

my first time when i knew that i will surely fail the paper...

however, i still put up hope

that MIRACLES will do happen...

but when i saw my result...

I know...

it's time...

it's time to wake up & back into my study mode

every semester i tried my very best to catch up with my results...

& in this sem, i'm going to sit for tis paper which changed my attitude in UTAR

thanks to Lecturer & Tutor Mr Julian who helped us alot...

I'll score in this paper... I'll try my very best to do so

after tomoro... i'll regain my freedom for few weeks & enjoy my life...

Malacca & KL... wait for us...

we're on our way to U...

Happy Happy Mid-Autumn 2010...

2010-09-23T02:16:00.001+08:00

it's Mid-Autumn festival & for the 1st time, Hubby joined our family gathering...

♥♥♥

Earn was involved in the Mid-Autumn Celebration near our housing area...

Dear & I went there to look for Daddy & San

there was so many ppl & it was a success...

Daddy took part in the 'Lantern Riddles Competition' but v din managed to get any present...:P

Thank God for His blessing...

the rain stopped before we start our 'eat-drink session'...^^

Dear & I lit candles around the house compound & we chatted a lot...

we talked bout our childhood... bout Earn's face that looks very similar to daddy's...

Dear can't recognize Earn's face when she was in her kindergarten...

then all burst into laughter when comparing daddy's face when he was young to Earn's face...

after having yummy 'salted-egg fried crabs' & 'fried chicken wings' & other dad's delicacies...

candles & lanterns sessions starts again...

cam-whoring session between me & Earn...

Daddy was so naughty that he made faces while snapping photos...

funny Dad...

Food-Craving Session...:)

My fav paper lantern...♥

Cam-Whoring with Sis...:)

with Hubby...♥

a sleepy PIG in exam hall...

2010-09-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

sat for Moral paper today...

not as difficult as v imagined earlier

but it's a very very very FUSSY paper...

mcq oso nvm...

mcq in mcq...

=.=

still managed to answer the paper although not sure if will score high...

fell asleep for 15 minutes during the last 30 minutes b4 the paper ends :P

luckily took tat nap cos after i woke up...

i was really refreshed & found a few errors n my answers...

very very very sleepy now...

going to take my nappie again...:)

2 down... 3 more to GO~~~

2010-09-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

sat for OD this morning...
haiz...
the hardest management paper i've ever sat for...
especially the case study
can't really understand what the question wants...
>.<;
luckily section B stilll there for me...
guess i'll be able to pass the paper although not with
FLYING COLORS

still got Moral & MA to go...
1 is calculation... 1 is 100% theory...
haiz~~~

something's wrong with Boo-Boo tis few days...
don't wanna eat...
don't know what it wants...:(

this is how Boo-Boo reacts when i disturb her...:(

hope she'll be ok soon...:)

a G.O.O.D. start for final...

2010-09-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

it's a very good start for ur final exam...

the FSA paper is much much more easier than we have imagined from past year papers

phew~~~

although there are some parts in Section A that I might not score well

but i guess Section B is enough for me to pass the paper...

^.^

as i was fighting against the time, answering the questions

my heart thumped abnormally quite a number times...

it was sooo uncomfortable...

i'm not sure why this happened...

maybe it's bcos i was having much stress this few weeks

@ i was lack of rests @ i oso don't know...

but thank God~~~

everything's fine now after having a 3-hours long nap...

btw...

ytday v had a celebration for Khai Bin's birthday...

it was a full of surprises one...

not from us, but from the cafe we went...

(Vegas Kitchen, near to Grand Kampar Hotel)

Blake ordered a hot chocolate & luckily...

before he drink a single, tiny drip of it...

he found some 'secret recipe' in his hot chocolate...

There goes the 'secret recipe' in Dear's hot chocolate...:P

before we can make any bad comments about the cafe...

another gal (also a customer there) leaving & complaining with full of dissatisfaction...

this is what she said:

''I paid RM4 something for the drink, & what they gave me??

COCKROACH inside it...:-O''

wow... all of us was stunned there...

not knowing what reaction we should give...

finally we settle down & the celebration carries on~~~

a typical group photo after everything settled...=)

Countdown-ing 30 hours towards my 1st paper...:S

2010-09-13T02:14:00.000+08:00

i have 30 more hours to go before sitting for my 1st paper...

Financial Statement Analysis (FSA)...

haiz...

my revision has been fine but the more exercise i did on the past year papers...

the more confused & the more unconfirmed i am...TT

hmmph... i shud confident with myself...

yes... i can...

i must can...

+oil +oil... dun ever give up~~~

all the best in our final exam...

cheerz~~~

not forgetting my lovely cat... boo-boo...

Daddy got her a gold medal...

hahaha...

love her loads even though she's damn naughty sometimes...

boo-boo & her gold medal...:P

helpless...TT

2010-09-11T03:50:00.004+08:00

m feeling so helpless now...

tried past years questions but realize many of it that i dunno how to do...

wawawa...TT

gotta practice more & more 2moro...

haiz...

feeling to tired & sleepy now...

but deep inside i feel fear & hopeless...

how m i going to sit for my paper like tis...

damn it...

can't blame anybody except myself...

+oil +oil +oil...

believe tat u can do it...

have a good rest & practice more tomoro...

N.E.V.E.R. G.I.V.E. U.P.

Ouch... Pain

2010-09-08T15:32:00.007+08:00

spent whole afternoon practicing on valuations... faint faint dei now...:S

hope my hardwork will pays off in my final exam...

ytday my left little toe got stepped by a 'Golden Ox'

who??? my Ah Bee, Lau Chin Hong lo...TT

compare the size of both little toe... left leg's is fatter now...TT

so painful...

tis morning woke up tot it will b better... but my little toe turned purplish in color...

kelian de little toe... can't wake & stand properly now...

walk 1, 2 steps then gotta jump 3, 4 steps...

ouch~~~

hope it will get well soon if not, dunno how to walk & no need go anywhere d...

waiting Hubby bek from revision,

then can manja manja with him again...

muahaha...♥♥♥

a L.A.Z.Y. day~~~

2010-09-07T21:32:00.004+08:00

it was a lazy today... no short-notes... no past years... no tutorials...

NOTHING!!!

sigh~~~

what have i done the whole day???

shop... eat... sleep whole evening...

Arrr!!!

it can't be like this... 2nite gotta do something...

at least something...

JIAYOU!!! JIAYOU!!!

u can do it... u can do it...

Exam Fever...

2010-09-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

.it's been long long long time since i blogged..:P

tiring semester with loads of fussy assignments... campaign... & not forgetting our FYP !!!! ==''

anyway... it was overall an enjoyable semester with lotza exciting activities...

lotza 1st time with frenz & lotza 'sudden trips'...

the great time v had preparing for the Moral Campaign...

though the P.A. system messed it up, v did a good job anyhow...:)

final is around the corner & God... give me strength & motivation...

i need them badly now...

for Dear, hope he's doing well in his revision too... ♥

a very expensive lesson...

2009-10-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

9.30am 2009/10/14 was the worst moment i ever had in my life....

my 1st sem result in UTAR was a rubbish... F for my OB.. what the hell is going on with me???

i can't imagine how my parents will react if the come across this... haiz...

anyway, who to be blamed??? nobody but myself... i'm the one who sit for the paper.. why others can pass it but I cant??? haiz... really gotta put in more & more effort in the coming sem... no more lazy... i'm so motivated now... thank God for failing my OB.. it gave me alot of pressure to work harder... much much harder than before... Kambate Lee Wai Sum!!!

Doubting Myself...

2009-03-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i last blogged... was having a great time for the past 2 months... went to Taiping for a 4-days trip... Had a memorable Valentine's then... Everything was just fine until the new sem starts... It's just barely 3 months v're together but v ad have numerous arguments n misunderstanding... However, they're no big deals as they are really small cases n shud not be remembered... But as time passes on, what i ask from him is getting more n more... Actually I din ask much from him... Just b more responsible to himself n to others... Be more serious to himself and rubbed of that 'i-dont-care' image from others... What i get is a sentence... "That's who I am"
I really dun wanna add more pressures to him but I get really mad when he sometimes he behave like a small kid... Tat 'i-dont-care' attitude him really makes me frustrated... As a result, i kept nagging him n even argued with him... I really hate it when I did all this... Makes me feel that I'm very irritating... Until last Thursday when I stayed back at their apartment to celebrate a fren's bday... We have another argument again... I was really really sad that time... My heart never feel that pain b4... For the 1st time, the intention of breaking-up floats in my mind... I oso thought of leaving immediately but when I thought of my bday fren, i gathered my sadness, wiped off my tears & do other things... Few minuted later, he came forward n again, v make it up...
I'll start to think is it I'm asking too much from him??? Or I should accept him for who he is??? I really dunno... As time goes on, the times of me thinking if we really suits to each other getting more and more... One of my friends told me b4 that he's not the one for me... That we are different people and not suitable for each other... What shud I do now??? On one side, I really dont wanna giv up now, but on the other side, I'm really suffering now... Everytime I think bout this ques, tears'll flow down my cheeks n it's like thousands arrows piercing into my heart...

Broken-Hearted...

2009-01-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

trying my best to 4get the sad moments of losing Cat-Cat... but when i heard that Bird-Bird was in trouble... everything about Cat-Cat came overwhelming me... i was really scare... scare that the same thing will happen to it... everyone was so worried but the owner felt nothing, even ask it to die if it wanted to... those words really hurts like stabbing of a knife... how can those words came out from a person's mouth... tat makes me really disappointed... Bird-Bird was tied up with an old necklace around its neck... n now it is strangling itself with that stupid thing... from starting i've been telling its owner not to keep any pets as it was jus a hostel but he jus ignored it... n now, what happened to the poor rabbit??? nothing more than suffer... feel so sad when i saw Bird-Bird gasping for air & its eyes ad blotted out... luckily ntg happened on it... kok fai n blake rushed here n there asking for help to save the poor rabbit but wat the owner did??? sing k... it was really unbelievable... really dunno what on earth is going on with him... suddenly felt that he is a stranger for me... did not know him anymore... haiz... when i came home n entered my room, walked past the passage where Cat-Cat usually lick himself... when v're having dinner, my uncle, as usual, threw bones to the kitchen floor where Cat-Cat usually waits for his snacks... when he looked down, only he realized that Cat-Cat is no longer here... while i online, i'll automatically look out at the wall of my neighbour where Cat-Cat usually walked around... i'll look down always too cos usually Cat-Cat will sit there next to me licking himself while accompanying me online... It has been part of my life n now i lost it so suddenly... i really dunno how much time it'll take for me to overcome it... but what happen is ad happened... there's ntg i can do but to accept the truth... really appreciate Cat-Cat's companion for these 2 yrs time... i'll never 4get u, this very mischievous but comforting cat... May God rests ur soul...

I'll never be alone...;)

2008-11-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

gau meng ar.....
2moro law test... now only realize, i left out one chap... the other haven finish... another haven start... haiz... wat m i saying??? i hav no idea either... haiz... really lost... dunno wat to do... cant remember the sections... good that he called n helped to relax though for a short moment... but really appreciate it... haha... then a bunch of good frens let me release my stress in msn... really love them... though they're facing the same situation like me but they really kind n understanding to let me release my tension on them... with all the supports from u all, i will kambate de la!!! 2gether v face our law test 2moro la... GoGo Jia You!!! Y('',(Y)

S.O.S.

2008-11-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

HELP is urgently needed... Really wanna faint when see our Biz Econs lecturer... 'Reading' lectures is ad unforgivable... When u approach her in person... Even worse... U cant get the idea of what she is trying to say...@@!!! Haiz... Good Luck to all of us in finals la...

The Final Countdown...

2008-10-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

haiz... results will be released 2moro... was very worried for the past few days but now... feel so calm & no feelings at all... their words are right, what is done, is done... it's too late for us to worry bout the results but to accept everything with open heart... it all depends on how much effort we put in the finals previously n now it's time to 'harvest' the results of our effort... lolx... Mr Chan said the full passing rate of our course was very low last sem and that many ppl failed his subject... Marketing... haiz... now jus hope that i'll be able to pass all the subjects... even if really gotta resit, one subject is enuff... others pls let me pass ler... wawa...

The End??? or The Starting???

2008-10-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

lolx... 2-weeks sem break just passed like tis... haiz... 2 more days start new sem d... gotta get into war again... OMG!!! all my frens, kambate in the coming sem lo... NO MORE LAST MINUTE REVISION!!! or v'll all dead...Y(^^,(Y)...

I'm Sorry...

2008-09-29T09:45:00.000+08:00

i was really sorry... i'm too selfish... in order to protect myself, i keep hurting u... i was really really sorry...

WΔ¡ŜūМ´š €¡я€LЗ ØF L¡FЗ...

Lesson of Life

Gain and Loss

♥ 3 Days 2 Nights Trip to TTDI ♥

Optimists always Successful~~~

01.01.2011

Love ♥ Suicide

My Way, My Responsibility

FrienDshiP Forever???

♥ F.A.M.I.L.Y. ♥

Enjoyment turned Trouble

♥ @ppreci@te ♥

# post-treatment effect #

♥ Ladies' Time ♥

Endodontic aka 'Root Canal Treatment'

~~Toothache~~

~It's Never Too Late~

♥♥♥

♥ Life as We Know It ♥

~Orange Lassi Cheesecake~

mixed feeling

10.10.10.

what LOVE is...

a new INTEREST...

Enjoyable Trip to Melaka, Port Dickson, Sunway Lagoon & I-City... 27 ~ 30/09/2010

No longer in the ''18, 22'' Category...

I am FREE~~~

the L.A.S.T. paper...

Happy Happy Mid-Autumn 2010...

a sleepy PIG in exam hall...

2 down... 3 more to GO~~~

a G.O.O.D. start for final...

Countdown-ing 30 hours towards my 1st paper...:S

helpless...TT

~~Ouch... Pain~~

a L.A.Z.Y. day~~~

Exam Fever...

a very expensive lesson...

Doubting Myself...

Broken-Hearted...

I'll never be alone...;)

S.O.S.

The Final Countdown...

The End??? or The Starting???

I'm Sorry...

Toothache

Ouch... Pain